I failed my driving test. but i keep asking myself, why why why.
i fucking tried my best, including 3 lessons in the last week. if i fail a exam like frp i wont complain la, cos i fking deserve.. but this, why??
mistake number one , the tester is damn guai lan
mistake 2, i did not adjust the seat properly.
hmm i cant be bothered to mention all. All i can say is my instructor is partly responsible too, failing to correct me during practises.
so whats the aftermath,
-lots of stuff gonna wait
-cycle to sch more
-rely on my father more.
- i cant do alot of stuff.
-fustration
- more money spend. ( i belive my father will settle this part la)
- waste more money
on a positive note. its better to fail the test then involved in a accident. Damages in thousands compared to the hundreds for test.. with every failure, i belive i will come back stronger with the experice.
The more i sweat in peace, the less i bleed in war
However there is a spritual aspect to it that i only remember after the test. God plans events in out lives, well sometimes we always question wtf , why ,why. But God decided for it to happen. Maybe its to remind me my commmitment to christ. Yes many of times i forget about him. thinking that im good enough. However its times like this that make me wake up. In thee i trust now.
